HELP ):

I need to be tutored in social skills because "what's up" always seems to kill it. I can't keep up unless there's something we can talk about. Everything's just been mind boggling, I need to catch up. I'm confused about a lot of things and I think I'll stay that way until I figure out how to get rid of the problem at its roots. Life sucks, good thing it's winter break. Time for bed, I'm going to sleep it off. X___X

Oh! & Happy Birthday Vivian! :)

"While My Guitar Gently Weeps"

I must say, the ukelele cover by Jake Shimabukuro is amazing. I've been listening to it all night. This is my second post tonight, pretty stupid but this is my way of distracting myself from studying, which I need to stop.

OH, exciting news. First post up on BeyondBloggerism, go check that out. Just a quick intro.
This coming Sunday, get prepared to be hit with a double whammy, it'll be awesome. Toodles.

Monday Night

First on the agenda, I should really stop changing my font. Next, last night was the first post of BeyondBloggerism and I've got Mondays, so prepare for an awesome introduction. Oh yes.
Today I pretty much bombed my Chinese final given that I had no time to look over it before class because Chem was being a pain in the ass. Really now, models of molecules? I'll admit, the Playdoh was like a train down memory lane, but the models were pretty hard. We have 3 to go and the final lab due on Wednesday. I have a feeling this week is going to be rushed. I have so many things going on. D:
Anyway, check out BeyondBloggerism ! I'll probably have my post up by 9pm tonight. I better get going on homework and studying. Tooodahlooh.

Christmas Shopping

I went Christmas Shopping with the mum today and like usual, shopping with her sucks because she's bad at planning things. We didn't get much done, but I did get a new thermal & sweater :) Yes, thumbs up. I finally got that chowder I've been craving for oh so long and while I was eating my chowder guess who I saw? I bet you'll never be able to guess.
I saw Ms. Huie and her carpenter fiance. And if you were at my middle school, you'd know just how awkward she is. She's probably worse than Karl trying to introduce himself to strangers. YAWWP.

Anyway, I've got to start grooving with my Chinese & English. Dictation finals tomorrow, idioms on Tuesday, and whatever else on Wednesday. Lord of the Flies still sucks, the end.

Lord Of The Flies

SuckMyDuck. Just saying.

Hummingbird

I'll admit that I'm antiquated and old school, but my conscience doesn't lie. I'll be honest. I'm dissatisfied with what society has to offer. If I knew what was running through everyone's minds right now, maybe I wouldn't be so confused and distressed. But, that's not the case. I feel that the idea of love has lost it's meaning. In the past, love would consist of many different aspects that make it so beautiful. Passion, honesty, faithfulness, trust, selflessness. All those things have just disappeared and we are simply left with the conclusion that love is just a relationship between a guy and girl that are physically attracted to each other. To me, that's completely meaning less and it's a load of bullshit. I'm so sick and tired of losing so many opportunities with the opposite sex because I don't want to shove my breasts in their faces because I respect myself. It irritates me to know that so many men in our society cannot simply love a woman for who she is. Just because I'm legit and down to earth doesn't mean that I have nothing to offer. There's more to me than you know. I'm like an onion with so many layers of personality that it'll take you more than a year to figure me out. I want to be able to be myself around a guy and to tell him my secrets. Sure, I'll have my moments and my fun, but when it comes to the real thing, I don't fool around. Bring back the meaning of love, because I know I won't be able to live a lie any longer. I give up on love.

Spring Break & Procrastination

Like most others, I've mastered the art of procrastination at its finest. It is inevitable that if I don't push myself to finish what I've started, I won't touch it until there's a fine line between fail and success. Spring Break is at it's climax and denoument begins tomorrow. If I don't get everything together, there's no way I'm going to finish these assignments in time.


I've been thinking lately, and it's time I made a decision that'll help me out. I've been forgetting about my inner being for too long.